My Ana Countdown

My Ana Countdown

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☆20:54pm
12/4/12

why can’t I have this. frustration.

☆20:53pm
12/4/12

☆20:50pm
12/4/12

wake-up-to-painful-reality:

constantly-hidden:

dandelion-mind13:

this breaks my heart. Because I have done exactly this. You see people looking, so you smile, but it almost hurts too much, so within an instant its gone again, and you are back to thinking about what a fucking failure you are. Maybe im just reading too far into this

oh wow this is so fucking powerful I don’t even know why, I had tears in my eyes and I couldn’t stop watching this!

I constantly have to do this. Have to prove to people that i’m happy when they look at me. I have to make them believe i’m fine. Even when i’m not. I’m not worth their worry.

☆20:49pm
12/4/12

mai—gre:

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☆20:48pm
12/4/12

mai—gre:

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☆20:48pm
12/4/12

mai—gre:

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☆20:48pm
12/4/12

im trying but im not sure what im trying to do anymore. am i starving? am i being healthy? purging? cutting? i dont even know.

☆20:46pm
12/4/12

mai—gre:

too-hungry-to-eat:

Not sur how hard anymore…

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☆20:46pm
12/4/12

mai—gre:

mybodyisaprison:

I edited this. Stop re-posting it.

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☆20:44pm
12/4/12